SUICIDE A SIN

Alright Folks! This post is gonna be quite unusual from WEIRDOLOGY's point of view. But this is valuable for sure.

In 7 Weird Suicide Attempts I mentioned an Indian boy tried to kill himself by overdose of sleeping pills, and was consoled by one of my good friend on facebook. 

Saviour is always greater than killer, and who knows, someday you may find yourself in a situation like this, where you are supposed to consol someone. Tough task! Isn't?

Well, even I thought so and asked my friend to share her theory and thought about suicides. She agreed and yesterday she emailed her article. Okay! Enough chattering now. I am gonna copy paste her article as original.

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SUICIDE…

What comes on your mind when you Hear about it. That Someone has lost their life for it or About to make it happen..

You could think it’s Stupid, Idiotic, Pointless and at the same time Wishing somewhere deep inside that it did Not happen at all..

Some people Really come to the Dead end being Forced by Circumstances of their life, be it Financial problems, Not Mutual Love, and may be simply being Lonely, Depressed, Coming Off Antidepressants – many reasons actually… Not all people were born Strong, Wise Enough, or Patient Enough to Overcome it.. weak enough to Bare it all or may be simply did not have someone to talk to, or that someone did not perceive their situation seriously.. There are special organizations to Deal with such kind of people, but, the thing is, not many people go there to fix it so that is why their close friends Could and should do something about it too just to Reach that 'mental bit' in their minds in order to 'turn' it to the Right direction.. ON Time….. we just need to look for every possibility to make it all happen and Save That Life. That's what I feel about it..

Ok, lets return to that guy.. He wanted to kill himself by taking couple of Hundreds Sleeping pills but Doctors Saved his life so he turned to this page looking for a help to make it all happen again. The reason was Love. Religion. The Same Gotra, and Refusal of the girl to do something about it regardless.

I mainly copy my letter to him for you to read..

.. Buddy.. Normal death is Only when TIME COMES FOR IT, as I believe..

I am Christian and for us to kill themselves is a HUGE Sin and everyone knows that after a death we will be Severely Punished for that.. and our next life (when time comes for it) is not going to be that happy and successful due to our past sins. I believe so too..

Life is a Beautiful thing to Experience on a Daily Base with all its ups and downs.. A person is never happy of what they have, people always strive for more Forgetting the fact that Someone Somewhere do not have a shelter, do not have enough food, do not have even drinkable water to meet their Basic needs and some of us, who has more than enough, Still complain...

You Can't expect Life to be all in Roses and come through as a Breeze. Here we have a saying: To live life is not as simple as crossing the field. Which is true. I guess, whatever we face in our life journey Do make us Stronger and may be Prepare for the next life challenge (who knows).. And by going through all that we really understand Who We Are and What We Are Made off.........

Actually I am myself had ones a Thought about what you have in your mind now (though it was only for Some Seconds and in a form of sort of Joke). I was in Institute and at the end the deadline to get ready our diploma projects and many of us were Not on time. I mainly was afraid of the Reaction of my Mum who paid soo much for my education and it seemed like I was Not gonna make it on time and most probably needed to return to that Institution next year to pass my diploma work again. I remember the Feeling which was Eating me from Within.. I remember I was Ready to CLIMB on walls (!) because of all that Impossibility to finish my diploma work on time and thoughts about my Mum's Reaction... I remember, we (me and my friend from the same class) needed to meet the lady who directed us in our diploma projects... while she was dealing with my friend I was standing by myself outside that room in the corridor.. That office was located on 10th floor or so and standing in that area I was looking down through big windows and just thought – Hm.. What If I drop down now and tomorrow my case will be on News.. yeah, it would be Painful to Die for some minutes but at least I should not have finished my diploma work then....... In that very moment I Imagined it So Brightly and was like under sort of Hypnosis may be, being deep inside myself... but then I Got Back to Myself and was like - HEY! What’s the HECK are Thinking about!!??? And I just Stepped Back.........

WAS IT WORTH to kill myself just because on That very stage I could Not manage my diploma work?? Obviously Nah.. Because Eventually everything was Sorted even if I needed to return next year for that exam. And now all those Worries are My Past... Gosh, what I was Thinking!!??...

Honestly.... your Case is Not the end of the world... There are Much More Serious Situation in life when some weak people just give up life for something which was NOT worth giving it up for OR it was Not a solution to everything what was around them…... I am 37 and when I was 35 years old I got pregnant from the man I loved with all my heart and he just Gave up on me and his unborn baby when it happened so I was left By My Own. I had Stressful pregnancy and not much support (mum was gone by that time, father lives far and still he doesn’t know he had a grandson), just two my good friends, I was Blessed with, supported me.. so due to stress or something else I gave a birth to my son being 28 weeks into it. My son was born Quite Tiny and lived ONLY 5 weeks!!!!.......... I was soooo Much SHUTTERED you even Can’t Imagine!.. I remember some time back one Good lady told me on the street that whatever happens in my life and how hard it could be I should have Never kill myself by any means. I remember I looked at her Surprisingly and answered: Why should I?? It would Not solve my problem... Which is TRUE.. If I am not there then WHO could Benefit from it and that problem will Still be there unsolved (and some mothers Do so Not thinking about the Fate of their Kids After they make it happen!)... It could have only made people who loved me SAD and punishment from God would have been waiting for me Above for Sure, If I made it happen.. DEATH is Not a relief from Pain or a Solution for the problems we Face. Nah…. It could be something Peaceful and rewarding if it came naturally and in Its Own Time but Not because WE decided so....

..I was in a SUCH Pain when I lost My So Much Loved and Awaited Baby Son (!), you CAN’T even Imagine!... ALL the World it seemed FALL DOWN in That Very Moment for me But.... I was NOT planning to Die because I was in Pain... NAH... I believed and Still BELIEVE God has something Good in store For Me -).... There Will be soooo many Happy Moments to Enjoy and there are So Many People to Help or Support. Life is a BEAUTIFUL thing! .... despite some Shit happens in it at times but.... God will never give a person much suffers than he or she can Bare/ Tolerate.

Regarding Your Own case, dear ..... I think u Need to Feel Happy and BLESSED with a fact that that girl Turned her back on you! Then it was Not true love on her side. Why should u Regret about it?? :))) Tell me?..

And you gonna Try and Kill yourself for the One who does NOT Worth You and Your Love?? You Can’t be Serious!!.. Do you think she will Cry day and night long for the fact You are gone? Really?? I do Not think so.... But IF you do so I can tell YOU for Sure you Will make all Your FAMILY, people who TRULY Love u, SAD a Big time.. Your Mum.. Dad... Your Friends......... I had a look at your profile, it seems like you are a Smart guy with a very Good Education, so What is the Heck??.........

You have soooo much BRIGHT life Ahead of you.. with a Good job and Good Family. Ya, I am telling you, You Will meet a very Good girl some time soon and looking back, for what is happening with you now, you will Smile and think what a HUGE Mistake u Would Have Done IF u did Not stop Yourself from it!...

Everything in life Do happen for a Reason.. If it was Meant to happen You would have been on skies Already but God Prevented it and doctors Saved you. Have you ever thought that it happened may be because God Has something GOOD in Store For You in your Long and Happy life?:)... May be even I am here in your life for a Reason to Talk SENSE to You?:)... Could it be... ? I guess so. :)

... Actually my full name is Nadezda.. and if you translate it in English it means ‘Hope’. So God sent u HOPE on your way to Help You out with life confusion a bit.

Dear, my dear ..... Your LIFE IS PRECIOUS. Your Life WORTH much more than giving it up for the girl who left u that way. And it is Not even This thing.... your Life is Precious GEM which should Not and CAN'T be given up under ANY difficult life situations EVER!...

I do not know how old you are but regardless of your age you Still have soooo many Happy and May be at times Challenging but Still Happy years because... you will LIVE. :)

.. Life is Not easy and we Do Need to Go Through a Lot of Check Ups to get out at the end of tunnel by being Stronger people...

You know.... pain and sufferings last as long as We ALLOW them to Live Within us...

It also about a MIND SET... even if I feel sh*t at times but what else is left? -).. I just Pick up Myself and move forward Hoping for the Best and with Positiveness in my Heart, Mind, and Everything I do.. -)

... I Can't Influence anyhow on Your Decision more than I have Already done. So what is left?

Just Hope being.. HOPE. -)..

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..So I did not touch or contacted him Since then.. I Did My Part. So Now it is Only HIS choice what to do with His life. But… I HOPE he is fine. :)

For those , who think about it.. It Won’t be Easier THERE where you are Hoping to get that “Peace”.. You life is HERE on This Earth to Fight Back, to ‘jump out of your skin’ But Find that Solution.. And you know.. it Feels Totally AMAISING when you Accomplish something, when you Fight Back but Make it all Happen…

If you feel Really badly… talk to your Friends, go to that type of organizations which Help with such kind of Issues.. but DO SOMETHING ABOUT it!.. If you feel stressed and Totally Down, go a walk On FRESH Air and BREATHE.. it will Help you to Think CLEARER at least because Oxigen will do the Trick for your Brain to make it Happen. Thus.. a Solution could Come on your way.. TRUST in God and Believe in Yourself. Do not worry – if you Fall out of Cliff.. God either Catch you or Teach you How to FLY… :)

You even can contact Me at nadia_spiridonova@hotmail.co.uk (or find me by this email on FB).. I am NADIA :) We will Talk and I try to Help you too.. in the way I Possibly Can.. So you Know. :) :) ..

If you stressed and you were diagnosed with some ‘Mental’ issue (now some/many doctors Do can recommend to ‘try’ some wonder drugs to solve all your ‘problems’ and Drug companies Pay them for all that – I just read Enough about it) .. Understand - It is OK to feel Depressed at times, it is OK to experience some EMOTIONS.. No need to Suppress them with all those Medications.. We are HUMANS to Experience and Feel them… Try Not to Go for Antidepressants – look for those Answers WITHIN yourself, Try to Understand yourself, Stop Eating CRAP because this fact is also ADD to Depression and Stress! Do NOT look for EASY solutions because Those ones (usually in a form of Medications) will Destroy you from Within! And people, who are coming OFF depressants Do can finish their Life BADLY at times. So Look for a HELP and.. Help Yourself WITHIN yourself.. :)

Life is a beautiful Beautiful thing..................... :)

.... I just Know it. :)

~Nadia

7 WEIRD SUICIDE ATTEMPTS ( Way too idiotic)

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8 SHOCKING SUICIDE ATTEMPTS ON INTERNET

1

The Chinese woman who appears to have posted her suicide on Instagram

A young woman in China may have posted her final moments of life on Instagram.

The unnamed woman, whose account is jojostai1012, uploaded a series of pictures that were directed toward her ex-boyfriend. One of the messages, when translated, reads, “I will haunt you day and night after I'm dead." She then posted a photo of some burning items, and apicture of her feet hanging off the ledge of a building. This was her lastpicture. 

It's not completely clear what happened next, but Chinese forum Mop shared a photo of what appears to be a woman's body lying in a pool of water in a carpark with police investigating the scene. 

The tragic story began about two weeks before when the young woman started posting photos with worrying captions detailing her devastation at a recent break up. Instead of raising the alarm and potentially saving her life, her followers simply liked the pictures or wrote shallow comments underneath. (Source 1 | Source 2)

2

The teen who purpousedly overdosed in front of live webcam on Justin.tv

In a striking display of the power oflive video, Abraham K. Biggs committed suicide in November 2008 while broadcasting from video site Justin.tv.

The 19-year-old Floridian was apparently egged on by commenters on Justin.tv and fellow forum users on bodybuilding.com. 

It all started when Biggs told users on a bodybuilding site he would kill himself that night and invited them to watch the live video. Those monitoring the web forum ignored his message because they assumed it was a joke, but others posted insults and even encouraged him to kill himself. Eventually as many as 1,500 signed on to see the desperate act – with some urging him to hurry up – apparently believing it a hoax.

Biggs overdosed on pills while on camera and appeared to be breathing for hours until watchers realized he might be serious, at which point they alerted the police. 

The video kept running until police and EMTs broke Biggs' door down and blocked the camera's view.(Source 1 | Source 2)

3

The woman who committed suicide live on Internet because her boyfriend didn't show at her birthday's party

A 31-year-old woman in Taiwan was running live commentary to about nine friends on Facebook while she was committing suicide live on the internet.

The reason? 

She was upset because her boyfriend failed to show up on her birthday. 

While friends online with her were pleading with her not to commit suicide, none of them alerted the police. The woman, Claire Lin, inhaled poisonous fumes from charcoal fire to kill herself.

Her final words were in her post onthe social networking site to her friend: "Too late. My room is filled with fumes. I just posted anotherpicture. Even while I'm dying, I still want FB [Facebook]. Must be FB poison. Haha."

The woman's boyfriend returned thenext day and discovered her body at home. (Source)

4

The man who tried to burn himself to death as 200 viewers egged him on

In December 2013, a disturbed young man shocked North America after he tried to kill himself by setting his room on fire while 200 people watched on an online message board. 

The 20-year-old who identified himself only as "Stephen"announced on the anonymous 4chan website that he intended to commit suicide and broadcast the event for others to see.

Disturbingly – and unsurprisingly – scores of online users signed up to watch and helped the man set up the video stream for the "an hero" – online slang for suicide attempt.

After 200 users – the maximum allowed on Chateen – had signed upto his video stream, Stephen swallowed a handful of pills, drank vodka and lit a fire in the corner of his room. As the camera rolled, he crawled under the bed and typed: "#imdead #omgimonfire" and "I'm f*ck3d." 

The troubling video, still available online, shows firefighters pulling him out of the smokey room. A number of viewers even encouraged Stephen during his suicide attempt, while others clamored to view the horrific scene.

However, Stephen wasn't dead. The video also captured firefighters entering the room and pulling him out. 

Stephen was later identified as Dakota Moore, a student at the University of Guelph in Ontario, Canada. The incident took place on the university campus. According to the Guelph Mercury, the victim was rushed to hospital with "serious but non-life-threatening injuries" caused by smoke inhalation.(Source 1 | Source 2)

5

The woman who told her 1,048 Facebook "friends" that she had taken an overdose and none came to her aid

In 2010, Simone Back, 42, posted a final message Facebook at 10:53 pm on Christmas Day saying: "Took all my pills be dead soon bye bye everyone."

Instead of being worried, some of her 1,048 Facebook friends posted messages calling her a liar and one even said it was "her choice." Seventeen hours later, police broke down the door of her flat in Montague Street, Brighton, and found her dead.

While some Facebook friends from out of town begged online for heraddress and telephone number so they could get help, none of those who lived closer did anything to help.

It was Miss Back's mother Jennifer Langridge who called 999 after someone finally texted her about her daughter's online suicide note.(Source 1 | Source 2)

6

The Swedish man who used a webcam to broadcast his suicide live on internet

In October 2010, a 21-year-old Swedish man killed himself and broadcast it over the internet via his webcam feed, after posting to a message board that he had swallowed some painkillers and was going to hang himself.

Marcus Jannes, a student from Järna, Stockholm, posted to the Mental Health Problems forum of Sweden's Flashback message boards using the newly-registered username "LurifaxFlux". He stated that he was going to hang himself, adding that he had already swallowed 100mg of dexofen and 1500mg of paracetamol. He said that he had set up a webcam to record the event, and would post details later of a FTP server for people to watch.

People responded to his post almost immediately. Some offered messages of hope. However, others posted messages saying they didn't believe him, wishing him luck with his attempt, and calling him an attention whore and a troll. Some even offered advice on the best way to hang himself: "I recommend you do it from a height that you can jump off so you are guaranteed to break your neck." 

At around the same time, he also updated his Facebook status to say life was "just too difficult" and that he was going to kill himself. 

At 1:06 pm, Jannus posted the FTP server URL and login details. At this point, people who logged on to the server found a series of still images taken every two seconds, showing a young man dressed in sweatpants and t-shirt, in his apartment, hanging network cable from a doorway.

Five minutes later, the images show that Jannus stepped out of the shot, and at this point he posted another message to Flashback. "Alright, let's do it," he said. The next series of images show him walking back to the cable and hooking it around his neck. He slumps to the floor, and his body begins shaking while his head and arms turn dark purple until he stops moving. His skin color then lessens to a pink-red shade as his limp body hangs motionless for a number of minutes.

On the message board, people start to realize the seriousness of the events: "holy crap, he has done it already", "okay it's getting nasty", "this is quite sick. Not okay at all". At one point., a user asks, "Did someone call the police?"

The Södertälje police stated that they were first alerted to the incident at 1:44 p.m. At 2:06 p.m., the imagefeeds show two police officers charging into the apartment and releasing the cable from around Jannus' neck. 

The "Hängning" thread at Flashback continued to receive new posts until the thread was locked by a site moderator at 5:27 p.m. It had received a total of 630 posts over 53 pages. (Source)

7

The arts chief who wrote suicide blog before killing herself with drugs bought online

Frances Medley, 44, a leading light of the arts world who suffered from multiple sclerosis wrote a suicide blog before killing herself. 

The former acting chief executive of the Arts Council in Wales, instructed friends to publish her final post, entitled "A sophisticated sign-off," in which she explained that she was terrified at the prospect of her condition worsening.

She had been left in great pain by the disease and felt emotionally and physically exhausted by the time of her death in September 2013.

Miss Medley killed herself using a powerful drug which she bought online after reading about it on a euthanasia website. She was discovered dead at her home after neighbors became worried they hadn't seen her for two days.

Police officers forced entry and found Miss Medley's body in bed. Her "extremely tidy" house was prepared with labels to mark which items she wanted different people to have. (Source)

8

The UK 'suicide bomber' Abdul Waheed Majid who posted video online

In February 2014, a video was posted online showing a British man – Abdul Waheed Majid– about to carry out a suicide bombing in Syria.

The 41-year-old from Crawley, West Sussex is feared to have blown himself to bits after driving a lorry packed with explosives through the walls of Aleppo prison in the war-torn country on February. The footage that emerged on Youtube shows Majid next to a large armored truck bomb that was driven into the walls of the prison.

His family said they believed he was in Syria for humanitarian purposes.

(Source 1 | Source 2)